Friday, October 23, 2009

gerammm..

dah lama tak update sini. nak kata bz tak sgt, bz jalan & shopping jela kot. kelas next week baru start. supposedly dah kena cari tajuk project but tak buat pape lagi. takutnye, tapi takde mood lagi sbb masih tak settle down betul2 lagi (alasan). hoho

actually tgh geram kat satu agent rumah ni. rumah dah elok2 booked with booking fees pon bleh bagi kat org. dia cakap landlord yg sewakan. geram betul. rasa mcm diperkotak-katik je. i know i'm not white but i'm still a human & i've got feelings too ok. sejak sampai uk saya tak rasa pon mcm nak nangis sbb homesick or whatnots, but smlm lepas agent tu bagitahu rumah dah tak ada, terus berderai airmata. my hubby & kiddos are coming lagi 2 weeks and i have no shelter for them yet. rasa hopeless sangat. and rasa cam nak gugur jantung macik. sbb tula org cakap "kita hanya merancang"...

bila pk balik, maybe ni dugaan or maybe ni balasan. bila duduk negeri org, terasa kerdil sgt diri ni. maybe masa kat malaysia semuanya ambil mudah sbb semuanya senang, semuanya mewah. bab bersyukur pon ambil mudah. maybe Allah nak tunjuk, ada masa kita di atas, ada masa kita di bawah. ya Allah, takutnya saya. kak balkis suruh saya sabar & redha. mungkin rumah tu bukan terbaik utk saya & family. kebetulan smlm ada newspaper free, so kak balkis terus belek newspaper column house to rent. and suprisingly, tetiba jumpa iklan rumah yg 1st skali kitorang view awal bulan hari tu. rumah tu patutnya dah let by tapi tetiba available balik. heran. mungkin ni jodoh utk saya? mungkin kan?

cepat2 kak balkis call house agent (yg lain) minta viewing. and cepat pula dapat feedback, terus boleh view ptg smlm juga. slalu2nya susah nak schedule appointment dgn mereka2 ni. since i dont have much choice, eventhough mahal sedikit if compared to the size, i really feel i need to take this house. so pagi tadi, awal2 pagi lagi kak balkis & me pegi town office house agent tu. fuhh, alhamdulillah takde org grab lagi. i pay the booking fees and pray hard hoping that the credit check process wont take long & succeed. takutnya saya ya Allah. semoga Kau permudahkan segala urusan hambamu ini. ameen.

moral of the story, kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah juga yg menentukan segala perjalanan & keputusan dlm hidup kita ni. so, jgnlah kita lupa, alpa, riak & sombong dgn apa yg kita ada. ada masa kita di atas, and ada masa kita boleh tersungkur. beringat2lah ye..

p/s: tahniah to my ex hosmet yg khabarnya sudah conceive lagi.. jaga diri baik2 ok? :)

p/s2: sekadar gambar hiasan penyejuk hati.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

hujan emas di negeri orang..

hari ni masuk hari ke-14 saya di bumi org putih ini. it means dah 2 minggu saya kesejukan kat sini. huhu. autumn is beautiful i must say, but it's quite chilling too. harap2 saya get used to this chillingness a.s.a.p. oh ye, saya masih menumpang di rumah kak balkis. sgt2 terhutang budi dgn dia, rasanya tak terbalas budi baik dia. thanks yer kak balkis, semoga Allah membalas budi baik kak balkis sekeluarga dengan balasan yg terbaik!

ramai kwn2 tanya, saya dah settle down ke belum. saya jawab belum sepenuhnya. yg dah settle hanyalah buka bank account, register course dan booking rumah. yg belum settle masih berjela2; duit elaun belum dapat, kereta belum beli, rumah belum boleh masuk & family belum boleh datang. and banyak lagi kot.

the most miserable part is hubby & kiddos yg sepatutnya datang on 16 Oct kena reschedule ke 6 Nov, gara2 susah nak dapat rumah yg dekat dgn uni. biarlah apa org cakap, memilih or whatsoever, saya tetap nak rumah dekat dgn uni sbb niat saya nak blaja dan kelas saya 9am - 630pm 5 hari seminggu on selected weeks, and saya ada anak2 & hubby yg perlu diisi perut mereka. plus saya tak boleh datang lewat ke kelas, so punctuality is very crucial. furthermore, kelas saya hanya 20 org. mmg tersangatlah obvious kalau datang lewat, penaltynya pula, either deduct 3 marks atau tak boleh masuk kelas langsung!

alhamdulillah, the house yg saya delisted awal2 rupa2nya yg itulah yg paling saya berkenan, furnished, 10mins walk to Tesco dan 20mins walk to faculty. and that house hanya boleh masuk early november. hopefully tak ada masalah dgn application. Ya Allah, mudahkanlan urusan hambamu ini. and utk keselesaan hubby & anak2, saya minta hubby tunda flight date diorang sbb better bersusah2 di tempat sendiri drpd di tempat org. it won't be that easy, huhu (sila rujuk tajuk).

saya harap once hubby & anak2 sampai, saya kembali ceria inside out. hari2 saya rindukan mereka, nasib baik kak balkis ada ramai anak yg buatkan hari2 saya tak sunyi. if not, mau saya nangis hari2 kat sini. keluar air mata beku la jawabnya.

oklah, gtg. hope i will blog again soon!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

saya rindu mereka..





my 1st day to school

hari ini hari pertama saya ke sekolah utk mendengar taklimat. kelas belum bermula, so kami masih boleh relax2. cuaca baik, tak sejuk & tak panas. just the way i love it.

dlm faculty WMG saya, dlm ramai2 org yg ambik MSC tu, hanya saya & cik Zamie yg bertudung. bila saya katakan hanya kami bertudung, saya bukan maksudkan hanya kami yg islam. mungkin ramai yg islam, tapi yg pastinya hanya kami berdua bertudung dan hanya kami melayu dari Malaysia. tak tahulah kalau2 ada lelaki melayu yg kami tak nampak. bayangkan, tahun lepas hanya cik Mar sahaja yg dari Malaysia dlm coursenya. unik kan?

harapan kami, tahun2 akan datang akan berlipat ganda warga Malaysia seperti kami di sini. harapan saya, agar saya dapat belajar bersungguh2 di sini utk menimba ilmu. semoga Allah permudahkan perjalanan saya. ameen.

Saturday, October 03, 2009

alhamdulillah i arrived safely..

today is the 3rd day i'm in canley, coventry. i don't how to express my utmost gratitude to kak balkis, she's the one who's taken care of me since my arrival here. with her 6 kids around (imagine that), i really feel at home. thanks to mar too, who's helped me & zamie settling down, assist us in university registration, opening bank account, collecting our student id, shopping and the list goes on.

so far, i'm still adjusting my hearing to how the local people speak. sometimes quite susah nak faham coz some people speak very fast and some have their slang. but forget about that, i'm sure i'll get used to it sooner or later. never fear to speak up kan?

actually tak tahu nak tulis apa coz takleh nak berfikir dengan aman, anak2 kak balkis tgh havoc kat blakang ni. hehe. looking at the kids make me missed my kids sooooooo much!! :( ever since i reached here, tak sempat nak cakap phone dgn diorang lagi. tapi dgn hubby of course dahla. itu wajib. rindu sgt aisya & faris, memang saya takkan tahan dok sini for 1 year without them around. tak sabar nak fetch diorang mid oct nanti. hopefully i've settled in by then.

as of now, i need to concentrate on searching for a home to live in. i need a home coz i want my family to feel at home when they arrive here. tanaklah diorang rasa tak best nanti. i like rumah kak balkis but it's too big for our family of 4. besides i can save some money if i go for a smaller house. i've decided to get a house very near to uni & school so that i could walk to uni and hubby could walk aisya to/fro school every day. food shouldn't be much a problem here. tesco is very near and they have loads of halal meat and other foods too. kedai paki pon not far from here. mcm2 ada, even yg tak penah jumpa kat malaysia pon ada kat sini. the most important, the food here is very cheap. and that's my greatest fear!! hahaha

and here's some pictures i've taken since i arrived here. the weather is sooooo cold that i need to wear 3 clothes at a time..

wif zamie, baru lepas register kat uni..


it's a bright sunny day but gile sejuks!

tgh scout for house with zamie..

with kak balkis yg budiman..

with mar yg budiman juga..
will blog again very soon!