p.a.n.i.k.

detik ini saya berada di library univ. of warwick, di sudut paling hujung di tingkat 5 (quiet study area). sangat2 quiet, sampaikan makan pringles pun tak boleh. hari ini hari pertama saya focus utk dissertation. sebab next 2 weeks nak kena submit literature review findings kat supervisor. suddenly rasa panic dan risau, am i on the correct track? huhu..

my achievement so far, 3 assignments submitted, alhamdulillah. but each one mengambil masa around 60hours utk disiapkan. supposedly hanya 40hours needed. dan word limit asyik terebih (limit 4000-4500). benci betul.

assignment pertama alhamdulillah, unexpected result that really worth the effort, walaupun word exceeded by 2000++! supposedly references around 15-20, selalu terlebih jadi 25. kadang2 rasa frustated sbb rugi 20hours, yg sepatutnya dispend bersama family pergi makan angin atau utk buat assignment lain (or utk tulis blog :).. risau juga asyik terlebih ni. sooooo not efficient,ok..

so sekarang, perlu ada strategy utk study smart. dissertation is worth 50% of overall masters degree, while each assignment only contribute around 6%. i'm not aiming for distinction. but kalau boleh, nakla worth the effort. and by the way, kena selalu ingatkan diri sendiri tentang rule #6! i need to have some fun some time :)

nota kaki: life is too short to be sooooo serious! tetiba terasa nak ajak hubby pergi bicester village & oxford weekend ni. hiks