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I received a call from TM Tiaratot a few minutes ago.. it was out of my expectation.. Aisya was offered to enter Tiratot (2yo class) beginning January 07.. I was out of words, neither saying No nor Yes.. I don’t remember sending the application for Tiaratot, and don’t expect any offer all this while.. I asked the lady I will call her back soon with an answer.. I paused, called hubby and discuss, a lot of questions came thru our conversation, such as..

Will she be happy at the new place?
Will she easily make new friends there?
Will there be a lot of toys?
Is she ready for a change?
Can she take bath as early as 630am before going to her new school? (uh uh)

After all, I guess we are the one who worry too much.. I told hubby, sooner or later, we have to let go the nursery Aisya is attending now once we move to Shah Alam next year (insyaallah).. it’s not easy, neither for us nor for Aisya, off course.. Aisya was with the nursery since she was 2 months old.. she loves the place and the people whom taking care of her.. However, I think we will have more time with her if she is in Tiaratot.. I could visit her during lunch time, maybe.. and if she fell sick, I can easily reach her for doctor.. we can have breakfast together every morning and I can fetch her as early as 540pm everyday.. Nowadays, we only manage to get home at 7pm the earliest! And most of the time, it’s already dark outside.. Sometimes, Aisya fell asleep already and we really pity her and feel sorry for her.. :( (bad parent, huh!)

After a while, I called back the Tiaratot lady and answer Yes, though we still haven’t made a firm decision. We need to register her on 8th January and still have plenty of time incase we want to change our mind.. What’s best for Aisya shall be best for us.. Hope we are making a wise consideration about this! May Allah bless us!

Aku sekarang..

Letih
Malas
Loya
Nak muntah
Pening
Nak demam

Aku suka..

Minyak mestika
Gula2 trebor oren
Buah oren
Tido awal

Aku tak suka..

Lunch
Dinner
Kerja
Mandi malam
Make-up

Aku allergy..

Bau rokok
Bau makanan
Nescafe

Aku kesian..

Hubby
Aisya

Bila aku nak kembali normal ni? :(

i'm.........drowning..........in.............laziness......................

btw, happy birthday my lovely sis, Ms Nurul Husna... ingat Allah selalu.. ingat mak & ingat kami juga.. study rajin2, nanti dapat duit banyak2 bleh blanje me a new handphone, ok? he he he..

The Grown Up Aisya

She has too many boy friends; I assure that, especially last night. Just after I fetched her from her school and place her in the car, she suddenly act out and scream ‘OTTOMEN TANGKAAAPP!’ tergezut mama.. macam boy! But most of the time, she’s still my little sweet naughty girl. She'll sneak into my bedroom, dig out my drawer full of tudungs, pick one whichever she likes, and ask me to adorn her with it (see picture).

Often, me & hubby arrive home late and end up fetching her late too. But we’ll make sure to have some quality time with her, playing and tickling her around the house before she doze off. Sometimes we play the nenek-nenek-si-bongkok-tiga game and spin around until she fell down, and giggles; a lot of giggles. Sometimes we play picture-guessing game. She just loves that, especially when we draw out ELMO, her favourite! Last night, we laughed at her loudly and left her questioning. Hubby drew a picture of a mug on a piece of paper and wait for her to guess, and you know what. She confidently said ‘AIR MELO’ loudly. hehe. I found it soooo cute.

Lately, i notice she's started flipping thru the Quran and at times she does imitate me performing solat. Quite a few times I saw her taking the holy Quran from the shelf and put it on a pillow, seat politely and recite Bismillah in her own style (quite hard for me to imitate :). Immediately, I’ll recite ‘alif’ ‘baa’ ‘taa’ (though it’s not Muqaddam. will get one for her very soon) and she’ll read after me, and stop after reaching the letter ‘kho’ or 'shim'. I just don’t know why, maybe cannot catch up already. heh. But as long as she's interested in reading Quran, I’m more than happy. yeay! =)

Aisya my dear, sometimes I just don’t want you to grow up. Just be the naughty you, just like you today. But mama knows that’s impossible. Do be a solehah, brave, generous and knowledgeable grown up! Do love Allah the most. And InsyaAllah He will love you more. Mama loves you so much sweetie!

Aisya turns two..

as usual, i'm the most laziest mom to update her blog.. left it with sawang all around for weeks! hehe

oh, by the way, Aisya has turned 2 on Tuesday last week.. we actually brought her a birthday cake prior to her birthday, just for the sake to celebrate it with her Tok Cik and Tok Jang at Tok Cik's house in Serdang.. however, she doze off to sleep a bit earlier and we had no option, to cut the cake without singing the birthday song to her.. i captured a picture before we finally cut it..

apeda kedai nih.. 2nd la bukan 2th! isk..
fortunately, there's some leftover and we brought it home.. the following day, we had a small celebration on ourselves.. Aisya was so delighted to blow the candles and she even cut the cake by her own.. she sang "Happy Puyu" loudly and giggled all nite.. I did gave some advice to her, telling her that she's already a big girl and she must listen to her mama & papa and always be a good girl.. she nodded with her eyes staring at the candles without a wink! bertuah anak mama..

papa ke Aisya yg tiup lilin??
yeaaaay!!!

Aisya dear, we love you so much, no matter how naughty u are.. :) We surely feel empty without you.. jangan nakal2 kay?

p/s: sorry we haven't had time to buy you a pressie.. But I'll make sure you'll love it!
p/ss: mama was not in the picture coz mama malas nak pakai tudung.. :)

Hari Raya Aidilfitri

the office is still empty.. only a few have returned to work.. yg lain2 still enjoy makan ketupat.. jelesnye :P

balik kampung..
we all balik kampung on friday, 20th October.. pukul 730am bertolak dari Puchong.. and we arrived in Kota Bharu at 430pm.. 9hours jugakla tapi smooth journey.. lambat sbb speed limit semua dah turun.. this year the whole week beraya kat KB sbb Kedah banjir and we don't want to gamble balik Kulim.. takut stuck tgh jalan.. so dapatla dok lama sket kat KB.. the longest holiday in KB rasanya sejak2 ada Aisya (exclude the confinement period la).. we return to Puchong last Saturday, bertolak from KB around 745am.. we arrived at Makcik's house in Seri Kembangan at 5pm.. jalan jam kat MRR2 yg the worst.. along the way ok jer, just jam sket kat pekan Raub..

makan2..
anyway, as of today i'm stiil starving for ketupat & rendang.. i think i don't have enough during the raya days.. isk2.. well, this year's raya i reall2y enjoy cooking.. takdela apa sangat pon.. tapi best sbb semuanya habis licin.. tuh yg tak sempat makan ketupat sepuas2nya tuh.. my menu goes like this:

day 1
[+]nasi tomato + ayam masak merah + dalca daging + acar timun
[+]sate ayam
[+]ketupat nasi + nasi himpit + rendang daging

day 2
[+]roti jala + kuzi ayam
[+]sate ayam
[+]bihun goreng

day 3 dah tak masak pape dah.. sbb kitorang plak nak pergi beraya.. pepagi lagi dah carik nasi berlauk kat pasar sbb nak makan nasi biasa je.. then throughout the day makan je apa2 yg balance from the day before.. nasi tomato tu 1st time try buat & seb baik menjadi.. rendang and kuzi ayam mmg masakan kemestian every year.. semuanya chef tak sempat nak enjoy makan, just enjoy tgk orang makan jer.. tapi perasaan tgk orang enjoy makan tula yg paling puas!

visit mak..
i visited mak twice.. tanah kubur dah ada orang tolong cucikan semak.. just tinggal sket2 jer tertinggal.. pokok kaktus kat kubur mak tumbuh sehat.. i brought some live stone (batu sungai) utk letak kat kubur.. letak live stone ni supaya dia pon boleh berzikir to Allah.. i like the tranquility being at the graveyard.. kalau dulu masa kecik2 sure takut nak melintas tanah kubur.. tapi skarang kalau pergi sorang2 tak takut pon.. bila dok kat kawasan kubur, terasa fragilenya nyawa kita nih.. sekali disentap jer dah melayang.. betapa kerdil & lemahnya kita ni.. lagi nak angkuh2, sombong2.. to mak, i love you so much.. hari raya kami tak pernah seindah masa mak still ada.. hati ni sunyi sangat rasa biarpon telinga bingit dengar riuh rendah tetamu yg datang. tak sempat kami nak membalas jasa mak yg tak terhitung.. miss you so badly :(

openhouse..
utk rumah puchong, mmg takkan buat openhouse (sama la mcm tahun2 lepas) coz my house is so small and has very tight space.. tapi jemputla datang beraya ke rumah ye kengkawan.. just call me eh! insyallah akan kumasakkan apa2 yg kureti.. hehehe

p/s: esok b'day anak dara yg ke 2thn.. tgh dok plan nak celebrate kat nursery dia..

Eid Mubarak

p/s: jemputlah datang beraya ke rumah di Kota Bharu.. call dulu, nanti saya tunjuk jalan..

cerita basi..

lame betol tak update blog.. sejak sebelum pose, sampaila dah nak raya.. so, maknanya dah sebulan tak update.. hehe.. mood pose ni makin malas plak jadinye.. dgn blog skali pose.. time idea banyak, jari plak malas nak menaip.. so end up, sawang.. banyak citer sebnanya..

awal ramadhan..
2 hari nak ramadhan, hubby admitted to SJMC.. demam tak kebah2 dekat 2 minggu.. tetiba je temperature boleh reach 40'C.. then sejam lagi dah normal.. then malam jadi balik.. pelik sangat.. tuh yg doctor suruh admit utk senang monitor.. sedih sgt sbb hari 1st nak sahur hubby takde.. sbb tanak sedih, mlm tu aku angkut Aisya pegi rumah Makcik kat Serdang, so takdela lonely sgt.. hubby stay hospital 4 hari.. so berulang alik jugala ke hospital.. ada skali ni sahur sorang2 tetiba Aisya bangun temankan.. si Aisya makan nasi teman mama sahut.. hehe.. happy sgt dia ada..

tengah ramadhan..
balik kampung hubby kat Lunas, aku yg beriya ajak.. yela.. mak kandung dah takde, so kita numpang kasih kat mak mertua.. siap sms kat mak cakap nak makan nasi carrot dia.. the day kitorang sampai kat kampung tuh mmg mak masak nasi carrot feveretku.. huhu.. best gile rasa.. best jadi menantu sulung & tunggal setakat ni.. blehla nak ngade2, takde saingan.. hehe..

end ramadhan..
last week, kete kitorang cium bontot wira masa nak keluar junction.. mmg salah kami pon.. terbang duit tak pasal2.. dahla nak raya.. kadang2 tuh terlalu konfiden bawak kete pon parah juga kan? so kenala banyak hati2.. and "sholy sholy" bak kata Aisya.. maknanya slowly.. apa2 yg jadi ada hikmahnya.. insyallah bawa kete balik kampung ni lebih hati2.. lebih berhemah..

about puasa..
puasa tahun ni, aku banyak memasak as compared to puasa tahun2 lepas.. utk sahur mmg tiap2 hari bangun memasak nasi & lauk.. baru 2 kali tak makan nasi.. hubby nak nasi so masak la jugak.. sempoi2 pon jadila.. utk sahur biasanya tak perlu berkuah sangat pon.. lauk berbuka tak carry ke sahur sbb tak biasa.. hubby nak lauk fresh.. goreng kicap pon jadila.. utk berbuka kalau sampai rumah pukul 6, masakla jugak.. tapi selalunya 630 baru sampai.. sempat beli jela.. lauk tunjuk2.. all in all, aku puas dapat masak for hubby.. kalau bukan bulan puasa, mmg tak sempat nak masak dinner kat rumah.. insyallah tahun depan kena bersemangat mcm ni jugak..

about raya..
raya tahun ni macam juga raya tahun2 lepas.. takdela meriah sangat.. teringat kat arwah mak.. sunyinya rasa takde mak.. kalau dulu beriya sangat nak balik raya.. skang ni biasa2 saje.. time mak ada sanggup booking tiket flight setahun, burn pon takpe.. asalkan bleh balik kampung slalu.. miss you mom..

baju raya Aisya takde yg baru dibeli.. semuanya dah dikumpul sekian lama.. banyak baju yg MIL & A'ty Yuyu bagi.. lain2 tuh baju2 yg sedara2 bagi.. mama belikan Aisya sket2 jer.. tiap kali pegi Jusco mmg tahan nafsu jer dari dok belek baju budak pompuan.. geram.. dah belikan Aisya baju kurung cotton kat Jusco.. dah alter pon sbb semuanya labuh.. utk diri sendiri dah tempah baju 3 pasang.. takdela kain grand2 pon.. tahun ni tahun berjimat.. so beli kain biasa2 jer..just for the sake menambah koleksi baju kerja.. utk hubby dah tempah sepasang baju melayu, tak siap pon lagi..

utk rumah, dah tukar langsir baru utk bilik.. takdela niat utk raya pon.. just coincident.. tak beriya pon sbb pk nanti nak masuk rumah baru.. so spend seminimum mungkin.. kuih raya pon tak banyak beli.. just mencukupkan korum.. duit raya pon dah tukar tadi.. tapi tahun ni cut budget sket.. hehe.. semuanya nak kena berjimat..

about Aisya..
Aisya dah banyak mulut.. semua nak report kat mama.. menyanyi and humming all the time.. kalau senyap tuh, tidola maknanya.. makan pon banyak.. kalau tanya dia Aisya nak makan nasi ke tak.. dia jawab "nak nasi, chicken, ayam, sayur, sup.." dah pandai pilih menu.. dia akan ulang sampaila dia dapat makan.. dah pandai angkat bakul sendiri.. asyikla nak tgk cermin.. and nanti dia cakap "omelnyee.." perasan betol anak mama ni.. tiru siapa ye.. hehe

hemp.. kan dah panjang..

puzzled

ingat nak pergi bercuti, around 3 to 4 days.. saje nak bawa adek2 jalan2.. tapi kat mana ye best?? since it will be next year's January, takut plak tengkujuh or tsunami.. agak2 yg mana ok?? Pulau2 dah kena reject awal2..

• Labuan (ni cam pulau jugak kan?)
• K.Kinabalu
• Kuching
• Padang (huh.. shopping heaven)
• Jakarta
• Bali

any idea?? baik kan Airasia offer tiket murah? kalau idak, sure tak berjalan.. huhu

dia merajuk

petang smalam aku pegi gym yg dah lama tak jenguk.. habis dalam pukul 7 tapi hubby ada kerja lagi, node down.. hubby fetch dah pukul 9 lebih.. kesian hubby, tu pon kerja belum settle.. tapi sbb belum ambik Aisya, kami kena juga balik.. nursery tutup pukul 10.. dlm kereta aku diam jer sbb sedih terbayangkan Aisya menunggu mama dia.. dah tidokah dia? sedihnya kalau tak sempat main2 geletek2 dgn dia before tido.. hubby drive laju sangat sbb takut terlepas pukul 10.. nanti apa kata makcik nursery tuh, ambil kesempatan plak diorang nih.. mentang2 nursery tutup lambat... sigh..

sampai jer depan nursery, sebelah rumah dah gelap.. 1 side jer masih terang.. dari luar aku nampak Aisya baring dlm pangkuan makcik nursery kegemaran dia sambil pegang botol susu.. aku masuk dan minta maaf kat makcik tuh sbb sampai lewat.. dia cakap dia tak kesah cuma dia risau sbb aku belum sampai.. takutla apa2 jadi.. aku panggil nama Aisya a few times tapi dia tak berpaling pon.. sedih sangat rasa.. anak mama merajuk.. aku ajak dia balik pon dia buat tak tahu jer.. takde reaction.. hati mak mana la tak sedih tgk anak merajuk sbb lewat fetch dia.. Aisya maintain senyap sambil aku borak2 sekejap dengan makcik tuh..

5 minit lepas tuh Aisya bangun dan datang close to me.. aku dukung dia, peluk erat2 dan cium berkali2.. lepas cakap bye2 kat makcik, aku minta maaf dengan Aisya.. "Aisya, mama minta maaf.. lainkali mama cuba balik awal kay?" Aisya senyum sambil tunjuk2 cicak kat dinding.. ya Allah, lembutnya hati dia.. lebih kurang macam aku jer, kalau ada orang minta maaf.. senang jer cair.. saaaaayang Aisya.. anak mama very the good girl! masuk car terus nyanyi2 dah mula kelas vocab dia, sambil tunjuk2 sana sini.. =)

p/s: dia dah pandai perasan cantik.. kalau tanya siapa cantik? dia jawab " Aisya tantik.." sambil kelip2 mata, gaya malu2..