terlalu istimewa..

tiap kali dengar lagu Adibah Noor ni, mesti rasa sebak, sayu.. terasa air mata murah sangat.. if Kak Mie, Abang, Uwu & Adek dengar pon I'm so sure they'll feel the same.. mungkin situationnya berbeza but emotional wise, it is the same..

lagu ni ditulis buat seorang anak yg telah pergi menemui Ilahi meninggalkan ibunya kerinduan.. rindu tawanya, senyumannya, suaranya, wajahnya and the most is kasih sayangnya.. just like the five of us, the song really express what we felt deep inside..

Mak, semoga mak bahagia di sana.. semoga kehidupan mak sekarang lebih indah & lebih tenang setenang wajah mak sewaktu mak meninggalkan kami anak2 yang sangat rindukan mak.. dan sangat dahagakan kasih sayang mak..

Maklah erti kehidupan kami sekarang.. supaya kami terus bersatu dan gigih menempuh hari2 yang penuh dugaan.. salam sayang dari kami untuk mak yg tercinta..

Terlalu Istimewa

(Song : Azlan Abu Hassan , Lyrics: Adibah Noor)

Ku tatap gambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju

Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas
Tiada batasan terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Inginku lihatmu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu

Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingNYA
Mendengar cerita
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i was wrong

ingatkan dah takde nafsu bershopping, but i was wrong (haha).. belum sempat J-card Mid valley me+hubby dah pon selamat bershopping smalam @Alamanda.. hehe.. the idea was popped up by hubby early in the morning and for surelaa i say YEs! bukan senang hubby yg ajak nak shopping, it's kind of once in a blue moon! punyala lama tak shopping utk diri sendiri, asyik2 beli utk Aisya.. so smalam takde satu pon brg Aisya yg dibeli.. hehe (Aisya jgn marah yer..) Aisya dapat letih jela.. but i bet she had her own satisfaction there.. kebetulan ada kid's fair, so adala banyak mainan2 yg sgt interactive utk budak2 umur cam Aisya.. cumanya Aisya belum cukup matang nak masuk colouring competition! while waiting for hubby doing his shopping, i spend my time layan Aisya main susun blok2 kayu.. bz gile dia sampai tak heran pon kalau mama dia takde around her.. seb baik tak bergusti dgn budak2 laki lain berebutkan blok.. risau sgt takut dihepuknye kepala bebudak tuh, ataupon dia yg kena dulu.. nauzubillah.. memula pk nak beli gak blok tuh.. tapi bila pk balik, bahaya sbb Aisya belum pandai differentiate which one is hard and which is soft.. lagipon mainan tu utk 36months+.. cukuplah diketuk dgn benda2 kat rumah (dia guna Lego utk kejut kitorang bangun tido).. Aisya kepenatan bermain & berlari sampai tak terkejar (sambil bergelak gembira sbb ramai orang), lastly end up tido atas bahu kitorang.. kitorang main pass baton (Aisya) bila dah tak larat or bila tukar shift membeli.. nila jadinye bile anak tanak dok atas stroller.. cam pikul beras pon ada sbb berat dia dah lebih kurang 12kg.. but it's good for burning up the briyani calories we had at lunch! hihi..

so, at the end of the day, dapatlah sepasang sandal baru berwarna coklat at a very good price tapi bukanlah Clarks yg diidam2kan itu.. sebab Clarks mahal sgt2 eventho dia kata dah discounted.. tertipu sgt rasa.. dapat ala2 design yg diidamkan pon jadila.. plus i bought some skincare product, saje boring nak try brand lain.. hubby lagi hebat! boot bola, kasut, t-shirt.. nampaknya cuti utk J-card Midvalley terpaksala dicancel.. hee (sbb poket dah berlubang) =P

ding dong

always the same intro.. lamenye tak update.. (^o^)

[1] hari2 yg ceria bila dah dapat bonus & KGT & backdate.. tho tak banyak but alhamdulillah.. that's more than enough.. syukurla apa yg dapat, kalau tak puas hati, hidup pon tak tenang.. money is not everything kay?

[2] jelesnye dgn Yati pegi J-card member sale kat IOI mall.. sakit belakang pon boleh shopping kan Yati? pompuan.. pompuan.. hehe (gurau2 jek Yati).. actually takde nafsu sgt nak bershopping sekarang ni, tak taula kenape.. member2 kat ofis siap tukar henpon baru, hubby pon ada tanye gak, tanak tukar henpon ke.. tahle.. henpon2 dulu2 pon diganti sbb dah hilang/kena curik.. maybe bukan gadget-lover kot.. tunggulah henpon yg ada ni buat ragam dulu.. beli baju baru? rasa cam dah banyak sgt baju, yg jarang2 pakai pon byk lagi.. kasut baru? haa.. yg ni maybe akan dibeli dlm masa terdekat.. masih dok usha sandal2 Clarks tapi aduh mahalnye.. J-card day ada brand Clarks tak? looking forward for J-card member sale Midvalley.. tapi surely ramai sangat2 orang kan?

[3] Aisya skang dah banyak mulut.. tapi takdela paham sgt pon.. kalau dia merayu mintak sumthing dia akan taruk 'mama' kat depan.. 'mama nak', 'mama cucu', 'mama kut (biskut)'.. and dia akan sebut 'main' while pointing her finger whenever nampak Lego dia ataupon playground.. toys paling dia minat skang ni Lego.. sejam dia boleh main sorang2.. and cartoon dia paling suka Elmo's World.. tak berkelip mata dia tgk.. one more is Bear in the big blue house.. dia suke cite yg ada character talking to her.. kalau cite2 yg dia suka takde, mula laa merengek sambil cakap 'toon' banyak2 kali.. letih mama nak explain yg kat tv tu pon cartoon jugak.. kalau bab makan plak, skang ni makan banyak sgt.. pantang nampak food sure mintak.. and tak sabar sgt kalau nampak mama dia cedok food masuk bowl dia.. sure cepat2 dia kata 'ok' sbb dia nak bowl dia.. lagi satu suka sgt makan vitamin, bangun pagi2 lagi dah mintak 'mamin'.. dah pandai nyanyi sket2 sambil pusing2, menarila konon.. fav song dia 'burung kakak tua' and 'old mc donald'.. tapi kalau old mcdonald tu dia reti sebut 'e i e i o' & 'quack quack quack' je.. cuma smalam dia tambah 'meow meow meow'.. mama pon lupe bila mama ajar die.. kalau mama sibuk menulis, dia pon sibuk nak tulis jugak.. sambil conteng2 mulut dia dok sebut 'A, B'.. huruf seterusnya puas mama ajar tapi tanak sebut.. tapi yg kesiannye, slalu sgt kena flu.. bukan dia sorang tapi budak2 nursery yg lain pon sama.. everytime flu teruk sure end-up dgn makan antibiotik baru baik.. dahla serasi dgn ubat Dr kat Sri Serdang jek.. jauh tapi terpaksala kami pergi jugak.. tu jela yg terbaik sofar.. rambut plak tak panjang2.. cam boy pon ada gak dgn kelasakan dia.. setakat jatuh atas simen lutut calar2 tu takdenye nak nangis.. kalau petang/malam mama nak ambik from nursery plak dia tanak balik sbb seronok ramai kawan.. bila mama pura2 nak ambik tod lain barula buat2 sedih nak ikut mama balik.. macam2 keletah budak2 ni kan? and that is the cure of our end-of-the-day fatigue & badmood or even when we are having a quarrel!

[4] hubby & me dok berdebar2 nak tahu result intake EMBA UITM.. dah nak masuk 2 minggu tapi belum ada berita.. orang2 sekeliling plak dok sibuk tanya bila nak tambah anak lagi sorang, sebabnya kat ofis ni Rose dah nak bersalin nombor 2.. Junaida baru lepas beranak.. Nik Farah pon tgh sarat mengandung anak second.. jelesnya tengok.. bila tanya Aisya, nak adek ke tak.. dia kata 'nak'.. paham ke idak tak tahu la.. hehe.. kalau EMBA dapat masuk tahun ni, baru bleh plan ikut jadual semester kalau nak conceive.. tapi kalau tak dapat, ngandung dulu la gamaknye.. apply balik tahun depan.. nak jugak ambik UITM, sebab interview dia susah & eksyen sgt nak ambik orang.. jaga kualiti la tu.. rasa tak puas hati sgt kalau dia tanak terima kitorang.. haha, just challenging our own potential.. ngade kan? tapi that's not the only reason.. furthermore, location dekat dgn rumah we all nanti.. and kitorang nak merasa convocation yg grand tak macam MM*.. dah 4 kali pegi tgk adik & kakak convo kat UITM Shah Alam.. admire sangat.. plus, nak merasa blaja kat local U plak.. just to experience the differences..

[5] banyak keje sebnanya.. tgh buat manual utk new system yg Fakhrul Anwar buat.. gempak sgt dia.. bagi jek macam2 requirement, tak penah dia kata tak boleh buat.. cuma kalau yg susah dia akan kata, dia perlu masa lebih sket.. and result, tada!! menjadi jugak.. this new system will be replacing our unit manual proses of leased line infra checking practiced before.. macam CARES distribution la, cuma bezanya takde guna vendor utk develop.. hanyalah kepakaran org2 T* sendiri.. bukankah itu suatu yg menjimatkan?

[6] ok, it's time to stop & continue work...

my girl..

just posting some new pictures of my beautiful daughter, specially dedicated for her Aunty Uyu.. she's 1 & 1/2 years old now, and these pics were taken about 2 months ago..

what's up?

sigh.. been quite bz lately.. attended NGN course at MMC last week, and this week we are having an internal audit exercise for the unit, really hate it, and got headache already.. just wasting my time, papers.. and bla bla bla.. the 2 best things happened this week so far, besides the Mother's Day wishes & treat [1] hubby & I attended UiTM July-intake interview session last Monday and [2] my money-plant has grown up so healthily during my out-of-office days.. yeslahh!! so now i can grow some more plants for my house too (^o^) ..the scene i love most is to see some new buds coming out from the original stems.. what a success! and here i reveal my first ever plant, after 25 years of living! haha, that's true, i'm not kidding!

oh btw, i shall receive the result for UiTM-MBA admission in 2 weeks time.. and i found it not so easy for me, so, wish me luck buddy!

Happy Mother's Day!

'Selamat hari ibu. terima kasih di atas segala2nya. semoga hidup kita sekeluarga akan sejahtera dan diberkati sentiasa. sayang mama' - Hubby (tQ 4 the treat too!)

'Motherhood is a tough 24-hr job: No Pay, No day-off, at times unappreciated; & yet resignation is impossible! Just 4 U good mom, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!' - Kak Intan

'A mother is GOD'S love in action. She looks with her heart and feels with her eyes. A mother is the bank where her children deposit all their worries and hurt. A mother is the cement that keeps her family together and her love lasts a lifetime. Happy Mother's Day' - Safurah

'Happy Mother's Day - A mother is a person who seeing there are only 2 pieces of pie for 3 people promptly announces she never did care for pie' - Kak Zariah

'ePPy Mother's Day!' - Adek

'Happy Mother's Day' - Kak Mimi

Thanks ALL for the wishes!
to myself - May I become a good mother to my children and my family like Mak..
to Mak - May you be resting in peacefulness and serenity. May Allah get us together in heaven. ameen..

p/s: uwu, your wish pls?? ;)

the new thing'

it's been a while since the last post.. the workload is piling up as a result of me attended a 4days course at MMC last week and my staff was on leave for 4 days.. nothing much to write about.. planned to write more on personal financial planning learnt that day but maybe next entry lah.. just finished reading Yati's post about her renewed hobby - reading.. love reading but had never successfully ended it as a hobby.. love Sydney Sheldon's book (but didn't remember a single title, duh!), the storyline is fast and not dragging.. tried Jefrey Archer but never ended reading it.. so, the conclusion is, i'm really not a bookworm, unlike my twin friends, Aini & Aida.. they love reading sooo much, since ever i knew them 13 years ago (uhh, how time flies.. =)

oh, not to forget the new 'thing', it's actually to start being more nature-friendly, by doing some sort of gardening or maybe as a start, i rather name it as planting.. hubby was a bit skeptical when i first told him about this new thing.. started with this idea when we bought our house in Shah Alam, and I was so excited to have my very own-made garden later on.. Arwah mak loves gardening so much!.. she really loves to plant cactus few years before she passed away (and we did plant one of her cactus on her grave, as to accompany her there.. =) and I want to do things she like..

to begin, requested some money-plant from my Aunt 2 weeks ago, bought a white porcelain vase to place the money-plant and place it on my desk in the office.. my aunt told me to put some water in the vase as to grow the plant.. so little effort right? but unfortunately, the plant didn't grow healthily as i anticipated.. not as healthy as my deskmate's plant.. is it because of the aircond? not really i guess.. maybe i should study more about this field before i started greening my very own-made garden years to come.. ^_^