blues..

tetibe rasa blues.. keje ade.. tapi tahla.. rasa lonely.. rasa malas.. rasa sedih.. nak nangis pon ada.. rasa nak layan lagu celine dion.. rasa nak duduk tepi pantai.. dengar bunyi ombak.. tak pon jalan2 main pasir pantai.. rindukan mak.. rindu sangat.. sampai sesak dada.. rasa terpanggil nak balik kampung, nak ziarah kubur mak.. tanam pokok bunga kat kubur tuh, supaya boleh berzikir sama.. nak ambik gambar2 lama mak yg kat rumah sana, bawak datang sini.. kadang2 mimpikan mak, rasa happy sangat dlm mimpi tuh.. tapi bile celik, sedar dari tidur, terus rasa tersentak.. mak dah takde.. kadang2 nak buat2 as if mak masih ada.. rasa nak belikan kad besday or call slalu.. tapi semua tak mampu nak buat.. kenangan2 lama slalu datang balik.. ingat lagi sekali tu kena sengat ngan lipan.. sakit sangat.. aku nangis2 takleh tido.. then mak gosok kaki dgn minyak sampai tertidur.. esok pagi bangun dah tak sakit.. sekali tu tangan pijar kena cili.. pon sampai takleh tido.. mak gosok dgn minyak jugak sampai aku tertidur.. pastu esok dah tak sakit.. macam magic kan? itulah kehebatan doa seorang mak.. ingat lagi masa dulu, kalau stay-up buat homework atau assignment, mak akan tunggu sama2 kat meja dengan 2 cawan kopi panas.. dia akan teman walaupon dia sangat2 mengantuk.. mak tak penah setkan target berapa A aku kena dapat, tapi setiap kali nak test atau exam, mak akan solat hajat & doa & suruh semua adik-beradik solat hajat sama.. alhamdulillah selalu sangat dapat A.. seronok sangat! kalau dengar lagu my mother dari album i look, i see.. mesti sayu.. sbb my mother dah takde.. semoga aku dapat menjadi seorang ibu seperti arwah mak kepada anak2ku kelak.. mak, lagu ni julie dedicate khas buat mak.. semoga mak bahagia di sana.. i'm sure you are.. i love you..

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honour to?
Who should I pay good mind to - after Allah,And Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,Who next?
Your Mother
Who next?
Your Mother
And then your Father
Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and cloth you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night,
Holding you tight?
Thats right no other, My Mother

Who should I take good care of,
Giving all my love?
Who should I think the most of - after AllahAnd Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,Who next?
Your Mother
Who next?
Your Mother
And then your Father
Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, whod pick you up?
Clean your cut?
No one but, your Mother, my Mother

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to - after AllahAnd Rasullullah?
Comes your Mother,Who next?
Your Mother
Who next?
Your Mother
And then your Father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears?
Who really cares?My Mother...
Say Alhamdulillah,Thank you Allah
Thank You Allah for my Mother..