Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Al-Fatihah..
18th January. It's arwah Mak's birthday. How time flies. How memories linger. So vivid. So beautiful. I plead whoever reading my blog, grant me your 2 minutes, recite an Al-fatihah for my mum on her birthday. May she rest in serenity. May Allah forgive her. May Allah forgive us. May Allah bless us with barakah. Ameen.
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Moga arwah ibu Julie sentiasa dicucuri rahmat. Amin.
thanks mueya.. =( lucky u still have your mum by ur side.. i can only keep the memories i had with her.. and sometimes i a become so afraid that one day Allah will steal the memories from me.. love your mum, hug her & kiss her as much as you could.. cause once Allah take her breath, you will find yourself regret for not loving her as much as she love you.. be a good, obedient & loving daughter ok?
Sedihnya what u wrote Julie.Can't stop myself from crying.Thanks Julie.Ok,I will always remember that.
InsyaAllah,memories with your mum won't fade away.Jika diizinkan olehNya,it will be stronger each day.Doa byk2.Be praying 4 u 2.
Take care Julie.
thanks mueya.. she'll always be the queen of my heart.. fyi, my mum lost her battle to breast cancer (with lung & brain metastasis).. she is sooo strong.. she never grunt for pain.. never seek help.. never regret for what had happened.. take care to you too mueya..
dah la julie, buat aku nangis je
p/s still remember your late mom
aini.. aku cuba utk tak ingat sangat.. tapi bile jumpe mak2 org lain, hati aku mula la hiba.. sedih kan?
actually, aku ingat lagi muka mak ko senyum mcm mana. isk, sampai skrang boleh ingat, ko lagilah kan
i still remember she cooked with you when wanie, zamie and me visited your home back in '98 or '99 *tak igt which yr* :)
i'm sure almost everyone you know shares a piece of memory with your arwah mak. but definitely , its you and your family who have the most. cheerish the memory, byk2 berdoa untuk your arwah mak and redhakan pemergiannya.
thanks huda, aini.. tak sangka korang still ingat my mom.. thanks! semoga Allah tempatkannya di kalangan ahli syurga.. :)
kjulie me couldnt sleep well dat nite..even till now uwu still nanges b4 tido sbb ingat mak.u noe wut i brought wif me d angel bear i gave mum on her last bday.miss mum so much..i really2 do =(
uwu dear.. we all feel the lost.. kjulie pon slalu cuba ingat how happy we were to be with her.. smalam i dreamt of her.. kami pegi kenduri.. bangun2 dari tido kjulie senyum sorang2.. tak kesahla mimpi tu betul ke tak.. yg penting i was so happy i still could see her smile in my dream.. =) cheer up dear.. doa kat Allah supaya kita sentiasa tak lupa mak & semoga Allah pertemukan dia dgn kita semua akhirat kelak.. semoga dlm mimpi boleh jumpa dia lagi..
has any1 ever imagine being in mom's work place..adek la sorg2 yg duk kat pT ngan mak..then..ayah plak suh pilih pC..adek obey..tp..yg nyata..adek sgtla terseksa..too many things dat reminded me of mommy here..on her bufday..i ask ibu n auntie zakiah to recite yassin for mommy..not to forget..a few of my fwen..juist wanna make it a special day than th other..rupa2nye..pagi tue..time bekfest,dah ramai staff pC yg tau bout bufday mak..sbb sama date ngan auntie zakiah..i was so touched..nak rely kat member..tadek yg betul2 memahami adek at dat time..mmg x leh nak nafi..i'm all alone kat pC..kalo balek umah pon..ape yg ade..mak tadek..adek rindu kat mak...dahla dat day, adek xleh solat..so..mmg sedih gler..sbb nak bc Quran n yassin pon x mampu as a gift to mommy..being hipocrit is my one n only choice after mommy's gone..sbb kalo x wat camtuh, people would judge me lain..the faded smile left become a broad one..sumtimes..even time sedih2 kat hati nie..adek xleh nak raung..sedangkan dalam diri nie..meluap2 rindu kat mak..perlukan a shoulder to cry on etc..tp..adek x mampu..i lied about evrythin around..i'm not askin for sympathy..but just wanna have sum1 to care about me like mommy does..n i know for sure dat would be soo impossible..no one can be like mommy..mak, adek rindu sgt2 kat mak..mak..sorry sbb adek x dapat tunaikan segala impian mak nak tgk adek succeed selalu..i've spoiled my academic already..mak...i luv u sooo much...
luv,
=adek=
adek.. i am so touched.. no one could ever replace mak.. no one, ever!! semua org pon ckp camtu.. semua yg kenal mak.. she's kind, soft-hearted, understanding, caring, thotfull, i think every single beautiful word is needed to describe her..DON'T COMPARE WITH anyone! that's what A'ty Fatanah told me.. she's one of a kind in millions! sabar.. that's the only word that can soothe us.. Allah taknak duga mak lama2.. sbb 2 thn dugaan pon mak tak pernah merungut.. maknanya mak seorang yg sabar.. kalau Allah duga lagi 10 tahun pon, kjulie rasa mak tetap sabar.. Allah Maha Arif dgn keputusanNya.. Allah pilih utk ambil mak awal sbb Allah mmg dah tahu yg anak2 mak semuanya tabah & boleh sabar dgn dugaanNya.. tapi sabar tu tak dtg dgn sendiri.. utk sabar, kita kena usaha.. kena pujuk diri sendiri.. rajin2 pujuk dgn ayat Quran, zikir, munajat.. supaya syaitan tak memesongkan kesabaran kita.. dan menyebabkan kita hilang punca..
we all know how hurt u are.. how lonely u are.. k.julie pon menderita.. bila adek bpantang nanti adek akan tahu btapa susahnya takde mak.. k.uwu pon sama.. manala penah kita semua pergi ke negeri org tanpa doa restu mak.. demi tanggungjawab k.uwu kena tabah utk sambung blaja ke o/sea.. k.mi & abg pon sama, bertarung emosi dgn ayah sbb ayah nak kawen lain.. kita semua ada cerita derita masing2.. hanya Allah tmpat yg paling tepat utk kita mengadu.. cubalaa ek adek.. kita semua pon hipokrit sbb nak jaga hati semua org.. tapi kalau itulah cara terbaik utk kita bersabar, dan cara terbaik utk menggembirakan semua org, kita kena akur saja.. insya-Allah, Allah akan memberi balasan kebahagiaan utk kita semua di alam yg kekal, alam akhirat nanti, sama2 kita dgn mak kembali..
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